This was once my "main" blog so don't be surprised if the entries on my archives from June-July 2008 are not Q&A posts.
I've already moved to my new happy place and if you just read carefully, you'll figure out where to find me! Haha! =)
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A friend once told me that a surefire way to know if you're really over someone-- yes, in the romantic way, is when you can talk (or think) about that person without having any ill feelings at all.
Coincidentally, just a few hours ago, I came across a re-run of Everybody loves Raymond, and the episode was about Robert's (Raymond's brother) wedding. The scene that stuck with me the most was when Raymond was giving his Bestman speech. He talked about "editing"... to only remember the good times and "edit" out the not-so-good times in every relationship.
It then got me thinking about that ex-someone, and the memories we had as a couple. I reminisced on the moments we've shared... back during those heart-melting times you wished would just never end. And whenever my brain would switch to those scenes that were not so good to remember, I tried to edit them out. Haha. And I succeeded. =)
Honestly, now, there's no more hate. At one point, I even began missing that someone. Haha. Afterall, he HAS been once a part of me. =)
*It was after school and they were inside the jeepney. When she leaned over to him to give the driver their fare, he gave her a peck on the forehead. That simple gesture made by him made her want to melt infront of all the other passengers looking.*
*It was nearing Christmas and she was still figuring out what to give to him. She knew what he really wanted was an Adidas jacket (because he told her!), and so that was what she got. She on the other hand told him that she wanted the biggest teddy bear in Blue Magic. Haha! Christmas came and the package she got was only a little over 10 inches long and about an inch wide. It certainly wouldn't fit even the smallest teddy inside. She opened it and found a pink rectangular-shaped pillow with the three magic words on it. It REALLY disappointed her. A day later, they met. He was wearing the jacket. Meanwhile, she was pissed and her actions showed it. He on the other hand had a plan which she didn't know about... After eating lunch, he took her hand and inserted something inside her finger while saying "Akala mo yun lang no?" It was a ring. Their ring (since he also had one). She laughed while tears slowly fell down her cheeks and she punched him, hard! Haha!*
*She still wears the necklace he gave to her during her birthday, from time to time. It would always remind her that no matter what happens, he would always have a place inside her heart.*
*One time, during a 4-hour class interval (break), he went to her dorm and they just listened to their favorite radio station, Magic 89.9, till they both fell asleep. It was raining outside and it got really cold inside her room since they forgot to close the windows, but his hugs kept her warm and cozy. It was one of the best 2-hour naps she has ever had.*
*She was about to leave for the States so her highschool friends planned to have a sleepover. Before going to her friend's house, he accompanied her to Manila Memorial to visit her Dad. It was raining (again!) that afternoon but he made sure she wouldn't get wet by holding the umbrella for both of them. He also made sure that the candle they lit for her father would always have a light.. and so whenever raindrops or winds knock the light out, he would brave out of their umbrella cocoon and risk getting sick and wet to put some light back on the wick again.*
*Whenever he would take pictures of them using his phone's camera, he would always make sure she had the bigger space inside the frame! Haha!*
*Whenever they would fight, he would always rub her stomach to calm her down... and more often than not it would. Not only because she would start to laugh because it would tickle her, but also because it's her "weak point", and he knew that it would always have that effect on her.*
*When they were still friends, he would pinch her lightly on the cheeks whenever they would pass by each other at school. Eventhough she felt really kilig when he did that, she would always retaliate with a pinch-with-nails on his lower arm and one time, it bled. Haha!*
*One time, he changed her phone's welcome note... but since she always kept her phone charged, she never got to see it. One day, he got tired of waiting for her to mention something about it to him that he just blew his cover and asked her to turn of her phone and look at the "surprise message" he did for her! Haha!*
*Whenever they were in a public place, he would suddenly break out into a dance and bust-a-groove out of nowhere. At first she thought it was funny, but after he doing it sooo many times, it began to irritate her already. One time he did it again, and so she sang out loud and out of tune. People started looking at them because they were acting really silly but they didn't care. Whenever they were together, she would always be on a party-mood. He would always put her on a high, no ecstasy could ever provide.*
*Whenever he'd tell her about the plans he had for their future, it would make her feel as if she was the prettiest girl in the entire universe. Whenever he did that, he made her feel she was more than a princess... he made her feel she was a Queen.*
*There was this time when she stopped going to school because she was getting ready to migrate to the U.S. Eventhough they would not see each other so much during those times, she never felt alone for he always called and texted every chance he got. He even sprayed on his perfume on her cellphone's neck strap so she could always smell him eventhough they were kilometers apart.*
*After a week of being together, he introduced her to his sister... and 3 weeks after that, his Mom. He has never done this to any other girl except her. Nothing would ever compare to what she felt when she found out about that.*
I hope he would get the chance to read this, but then maybe he wouldn't. Haha. I hope you still remember them! =P Anyways whatever, I just wanted you to know that I still remember... everything.
Well maybe not everything... just the good ones starting now. 'Cause that's what "editing's" for.
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